Six fears of mine:
1) Frogs. They freak me out.
2) Something terrible happening to my kids or my husband.
3) Aging. I know every year is a gift and I want many of them, but I’m still not looking forward to the physical process.
4) What the future holds for my son Barrett (who has autism), especially after I’m gone.
5) That I’m not a good mother.
6) That I’m running out of time.
For this week’s Mama Kat’s Writers Workshop, we’re supposed to list our top six fears and then select one to write about. Lucky for me, I’ve been successful at avoiding frogs. I can’t write about something happening to my kids or husband, because I can’t go there. Aging sucks, I’m fighting it, and that’s probably all you need to know. Barrett’s future is a big question mark, and some of those questions relate to fear number six, as do my fears about mothering. Time is the gift that gives and takes away, dammit. Continue reading I’m Running Out of Time →